New Years Day!!
This year has started out deliciously. I awoke this morning laying at the end our bed and a chain attached from my collar to the beds leg. A smile slowly spread across my face. God I love to be chained, tied, restrained, what ever you like to call it. I love it! The feel of the cold chain and pad lock against my chest, just brushing across my nipples, is just one of my most favorite feelings.
When I began to stir, Sir got up and came and unlocked me. Looking up into his smiling eyes while he unlocked my heart.. ummm unlocked my chains, gave me the most incredible feeling. I felt owned, cherished and most of all loved. I crawled back to the top of the bed to snuggle with Sir. Feeling more submissive than I had in long while.
Sir suggested (jokingly) that I kiss his ass, so I did! grins big. I am determined to do whatever he tells me to do. And I am going to do so without crying or whining, as he says I do. I thought if I kept this up he would stop me within a few seconds. But I was wrong. He just took it all in, finally after about 5 minutes I asked HIM if that was enough? He informed me it was not!! So much for my dignity!
Finally when he allowed me to stop, he rolled over and wrapped his arms around me and asked me how I felt about being chained up. I was so glad he couldn’t see my face because I know I blushed a deep deep scarlet. I told him slowly I loved it. I must be sick but I did love it. I couldn’t put into words how much, nor can I still. But there is something about that click of a lock around my neck and the knowing I am there until Sir decides otherwise. I just melt into a different space in my head. It’s like everything around me becomes softer and quieter, like my whole being just instantly becomes relaxed and I’m somewhere else.
